Wednesday, August 11, 2010
I am overwhelmed. I am beginning to doubt that I can keep up with all the work that goes along with my job. I don't know if it's just because it's the beginning of the school year, and things are just happening all at once, or if it's going to be this way for the rest of the year. I hope not! Today was the first day of school. The last two days have really taken a toll on me. I didn't sleep well last night. My brain kept processing all the forms, rules, and regulations that I must follow in order to do everything, correctly. Is it too much for one person. Probably. Do I try to stay upbeat and tell myself that I can do it? Yes. But, then I get in the thick of it, and I get so frustrated because it's not going as well as my mind tells me it should. Maybe it's time to step back and admit to myself that I can't possibly do it the way it is supposed to be done. I just don't know. Maybe I'm just tired today. My brain is fried. I plan to get a good night's sleep tonight. Hopefully, things will look better tomorrow.